Saturday, July 30, 2011

How lovely…#2



How lovely it is
to go to sleep with you again
lie close as spoons
then -
quietly
in the blue morning
of  Saturday
after a week of being alone
I feel the warmth of you
next to me
and it is firmly reassuring.

I awake
pleased to greet
the day
begin writing
while listening
hearing the sounds
or our glorious weekend
as you move
to make tea.
I understand clearly
without a doubt
that this is joy,
this is bliss
in all it’s glory.

In this few moments
even the muffled sounds of cars passing
outside on eleventh street
are rose petals falling around us,
the kettle steaming
is a clear stream
and you cuddled back up
next to me – is stored away like a special secret
shared by two children at play.

The cats are waiting for
their morning treats.
This is what we
hope for –
live for -
this bliss –
these moments of grace.

J.E. Dorsey – for L.D. – 2nd draft.
Copyright © 2011. Doug Claybourne. All Rights Reserved.

how lovely...



How lovely it is to go to sleep
to lie next to you.
Then -
quietly
in the blue morning
of  Saturday.
after a week of being alone
I feel next to me
the warmth of you
and it is firmly reassuring.
I awake
pleased to greet
the day
begin writing,
listening
hearing the sounds
as you move
to make our tea.
I understand clearly
without a doubt
that this is joy,
this is bliss
in all it’s glory.

In this few moments
the muffled sounds of cars passing
outside on eleventh street
the kettle steaming
and you cuddled back up
next to me – is mined as secrets.

The cats are waiting for
their morning treats.
This is what we
hope for –
live for -
love for -
this bliss –
these moments of grace.


J.E. Dorsey – for L.D.
Copyright © 2011. Doug Claybourne. All Rights Reserved.

Friday, July 29, 2011

stop...

Stop – now.
Don’t take another step.
Stop this moment
Stop this second
Stop work and look closely
look out your window - or
look high into the remaining blue sky.

Stop playing music – this instant.
Take out the ear buds
take off your head phones
Stop listening to everything else
but the moment of now.

Stop typing – stop texting
Stop testifying.
Stop checking e-mail on the ipads
or your I-phone, or your cell phones
or your PCD or PED
or LED or your mobile rectangluar devices.
Look out your window
at the trees –
see the leaves blowing in the wind.
Smell the fresh air while you can.

Stop walking – stop dancing
look up and notice the birds historic
migration – seasonal – beyond reasonable.

Stop and notice the details.
Stop now.
Turn off the television sets
the flat screens, the entertainment news,
the changing weather forecasts,
the ABC, the NBC, the CBS, the HBO, the Showtimes
the HD Net, and every one of the 900 channels
of diversion - keeping you and me from seeing
the truth.

The sky is falling
The sky is falling
The sky is falling
Our earth is dying
Our earth is dying
Our earth is dying

Our glaciers are melting
faster than any time in history
and that should tell you – like the Inuit elders
“The earth is crying” they say,
“crying for help.”

The sky is falling.
Let's hope, it’s not too late.


J.E. Dorsey  - for GGD
Copyright © 2011. Doug Claybourne. All Rights Reserved.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

A shared point of view...

O I have seen the seen the yellow orange sunrise
let me count the days
twenty seven thousand
three hundred seventy five
in this three quarters
of a centrury ride.

And I have kissed – each one
the full moons in every month
from then to now
nine hundred lovely
round oval, spheres – mysterious
and each extraordinary.

O I have traveled far -
crossed the great seas and oceans
felt the sand beneath
my naked feet
submerged my full body
deep within their wet beauty.

And I have discovered much
learned from the great books
by fine reknowned authors –
I have written and taught
given back and such
a student of observation.

O I have also hurt, suffered
from immense losses, made mistakes
endured transgressions –
that bent the direct line
I walk purposefully
on the path to human goodness.

And now –
what do I hold
in my heart as I turn this page
to Chapter Three
of a life full, brimming, a sustained note
a song in blessed harmony.

O it is love that finds
it’s place with time
agreement and a forgiving family,
this of all things shared equally,
O peaceful, exciting all encompassing
terrifying – yet, all important love.

And O the sunsets I have
shared with love,
prepared with love,
been in love,
meant and complimented –
all with this simple love.

Ah this is what I hold now
undeniable, identifiable, entirely love –
this is chapter three
exploring, adoring, never ever
ignoring love.

This blood of life.


Doug Claybourne aka J.E. Dorsey - for RN on his 75th birthday.

Copyright © Doug Claybourne 2011. All Rights Reserved.


Friday, July 8, 2011

Years ago...


Years ago
a day
like any other
a sunrise – a sunset
much like any other,
we walk together
into a moving stream.

A clear creek heard
is the sound of which
on this summer day
is a splash of glass
or wind chime
or wind blowing
through Sweet Birch, Black Oak,
Table Mountain Pine or Silver
Maple leaf.

Clear – a reflection
and a mirror
into our fragile souls
looks back at us.

We stand
in a combination
of sunlight and shade
face to face
side by side
shoulder to shoulder
hand in hand
heart to heart -
captured by this bliss,
caressed by the moment,
consumed by our fierce love.

This baptism, this new joining,
this joyous communion of
sunlight and water is then –
witnessed by friends and family
committed to by words –
those words of our own choosing.

And as you speak
I cannot help but see
our rose petals – multicolored
dropped lovingly
by your sisters children
float beneath us – dazzling
on the surface of
transparent liquid earth.

We float away
with each petal
move downstream together
petal to petal
into the future of our moving water.

And today – thousands of miles
from our entry point,
we slow down to drift together
leaf upon leaf
both rapids and thin streams
behind us,
to feel the warmth
of the sun -
the cool of rain
and somehow to
come to understand
how - two ships at sea
voyage in progress.
can lend clarity to -
the deep longing
for companionship,
we share
as man and wife,
as partners
and as a loving couple.

Two rose petals
two different colors
two different sizes, shapes and textures
yet we are
ever drifting – side by side.
Lovers – loves
and ever friends.



J.E. Dorsey – for L.D. Napier on our anniversary.

Copyright © 2011. Doug Claybourne. All Rights Reserved.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

It's raining in Brooklyn...



It’s raining in Brooklyn
and as I ride my bicycle
Third Avenue is almost quiet.
The F train seems –
a silver ghost rumbling high above my head;
next stop Fourth Avenue and Ninth Street
on the long journey to the last stop – at Coney Island.

Our local Muslim prayer room
across from the garish tire shop -
and next door to the upscale bar
is closed today.
The cloudy windows covered with notices
are in Arabic words and letters incomprehensible to me.

It’s a Fourth of July weekend
in New York City Two Thousand Eleven
and an acquaintance asked for poetry
on her birthday - some little bit of romance.
So I write – as much for my wife,
as we near our anniversary, as for my friend
and always for my soul.

>>>

The pigeons walk
slowly through the deep grass
in our back yard;
the doves under the near empty feeder wait their turn.
The gray sky drops
her wet gifts early
this morning – but we
take our fifteen-mile bike-run
just the same.

We move across 9th avenue – seven mph
past the brick buildings housing the artist’s lofts
and the massive metal Kentile Floors sign atop
then crossing the infamous and beautiful Gowanus Creek Canal
over the drawbridge at Smith & Ninth
and up to Court Street
In the rain.

Poetry goes with us into
Red Hook – across Hamilton,
past the old public housing projects
once the “Crack capital of America”
now the new, hip, cobble stoned
and cool place to hang out – IKEA
destination and location
in funky Red Hook.

I bike and my lovely Laura runs beside me
as we discover the most intimate views
of our lady liberty –
through broken down fences
and tiny parks
at the end of perfectly empty streets.
In between raindrops
we catch glimpses on the run.

Where Haddad stores
their movie trailers and Snapple
has their beat up warehouses -
the old haunts of Al Capone.
We see the beautiful and the broken down,
it is all here to appreciate.

Off of the point
into Cobble hill on Smith Streets north
east on Third to Fifth Avenue and
South through Hispanic and Chinese Brooklyn –
now west again we slide down on
Thirty Sixth near the Green-Wood Cemetery
the home of Leonard Bernstein,
Michael Basquit and Louis Tiffany.

Still raining – not heavily,
we continue west to Second Avenue
past the live poultry shops -
while listening to the cluck of chickens –
the squawks and squeals,
competition for the Brooklyn Queens Expressway.
Yet we move on
past Hasidic Jews,
Arabs, Blacks, Chinese
and you would think
if New York
can get along
that a wider world
might get along as well.

Take a lesson from –
our crowded neighborhoods,
our jammed subways,
our soccer fields,
our weekend baseball diamonds,
the classrooms filled with ethnic groups
from all across the globe.
Take a lesson from New Yorkers.

We continue south toward the Verrazano Narrows Bridge –
to our turnaround place at Owl’s Head Park
that tranquil, tree filled, oasis,
where we drink from a full cup of pleasure.
This takes us back from the lush rolling hills
over the pock marked side streets
to our own private garden
in the South Slope of Brooklyn.
Poetry riding with us –
is discovering hope in the lives
of this diverse group of people.

The rain has stopped –
one pigeon lands, flapping
wings ceaselessly moving.
My love now meditates outside –
and I associate this moment with some
inner grace –
a quiet understanding of the infinite
and peace.


J.E. Dorsey – aka Doug Claybourne – for L.D. on our anniversary.
Copyright © Doug Claybourne 2011. All Rights Reserved.